"An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind." - Buddha

And so in a nutshell Buddha explains why when a friend mistreats us, we are bothered by it so.

I am puzzled by people and how they treat others at times. Especially when I make a point of living by the Golden Rule and treating people how I wish to be treat.

People whom I've known for the better part of my life and they decide they're going to ignore me or abruptly stop communicating. When someone ignores you, I think it's rude. I also know from my own experiences of ignoring people at various times in my life it was due to not wanting to drawn into their drama. In this particular instance, it was simple straight forward questions and in another instance, it was in the midst of a conversation that was going on and the friend said they were going to call me when they were up here on the Canada Day long weekend. Oh well, more experiences and lessons to reflect on and that I can learn from.

I'm going through alot of that right now. I've had some interesting experiences in channeling spirits. *long story* Needless to say I'm blessed and feel very fortunate that I'm being asked to relay messages of importance to others.

As time passes and things are unfolding before me I'm noticing more and more and my awareness feels like it continues to expand. This period of deep inner reflection has been very useful but I do truly miss my conversations with my love and her insights. She is such a brilliant and beautiful woman. I guess we're similar that way too. We don't always realize fully what we bring to the world.

I'm going to close for now. Maybe write more later. Hopefully this will become a more regular thing again.

- Yoda